strengthen me Lord,
so i can let go.

祷告， 因为我渺小
祷告，因为我知道我需要
你明了， 你心意对我重要

祷告，已假装不了
祷告，因为你的爱我需要
你关怀，我走过的你都明白

有些事我只想要对你说
因为你比任何人都爱我
痛苦从眼中流下
我知道你为我擦

再早晨我也要来对你说
主耶稣今天我为你活
所需要的力量你天天赐给我
你恩典够我用

"i miss him. which is really weird. cos even when we meet, it's so stilted now. i can't make him smile or laugh, and everything just seems so... i don't know. i've been told that he's not over it, but by the way he's acting.. i don't know.

i don't know if its cos i miss him or i miss how i felt when i was around him or if i just miss having someone. i think it's a mix of all 3. or maybe it's just because i don't like being invited then rejected. i don't know.

but... sigh.

time to curl up and sleep."

-- for you,